Tracy Bonham was a classically trained violinist and pianist, but she rarely highlighted this when she was the next big thing in the Boston rock scene. This week, she stated, “You could say I was rebelling and thumbing my nose at it.” It began to creep back in, but I had to destroy it before I could rebuild. I never wanted to let go of that aspect of myself.
When Bonham comes to Boston on Monday to perform at the City Winery, a piano will be onstage. She will be performing songs from her latest album, Sky Too Wide, which blends her signature edgy pop with sophisticated melodies in the classical manner. The tunes continue to sound lovely even though the voice is still recognizable. I wanted to investigate it because of a few things in my life, such as people constantly asking me why I’m so angry and why I despise my mother. Life is short, and I don’t want to be known for bitching and moaning if I pass away tomorrow.
The sentiments of a new song are current, even though she has recreated some old ones: God forbid, should I strike? Anyone who has ever sent a bad email can identify with Send, which is a mini-operetta. I’ve made a lot of regrettable tweets and Facebook posts; in the political sphere, it may be particularly simple. I therefore believed that having someone pray for the solution would be amusing. The phrases appeared out of nowhere as I was experimenting with Chopin’s Nocturne No. 2.
Another departure from her Boston rock days was the jazz trio she used to record the album. I adore this tale because the bassist pulled me aside during rehearsal and asked, “You’re the bandleader, why aren’t people listening to you?” I was profoundly affected by the conversation and came to the realization that the men I had surrounded myself with were somewhat contemptuous.
Although it sounds very different from her scream-heavy 1996 smash song Mother Mother, she still enjoys and plays it consistently. It still feels like mine. That song actually describes my communication style with my mother during a period when I was attempting to be more straightforward in my relationships and overcome the habit of not talking to people in real life. That’s why I nearly made it my theme song.
These days, she doesn’t have many pleasant memories of her major-label days because everything fell apart after a great debut. There was a lot of hope and anticipation throughout that time, which was very deceptive. I believed that Island was a particular type of label, with musicians such as PJ Harvey and Tom Waits, and I was entering that realm. However, after my A&R representative left, I suddenly felt pressured to compose another hit song and to wear shorter skirts.
Returning to Boston also evokes memories, both positive and negative. I recall that whenever we went out, we could be sure to see something motivating at any club. I enjoy sharing memories of that with my buddies. However, it wasn’t always simple because some people sought to destroy me. I simply make an effort to return with an open heart and mind.
